1) eating my money's worth of food @ an all you can eat buffet : )
2) daydreaming :D
3) listening to music and dancing like a retard to it :))
4) thunderstorms
5) cute animals
6) reading novels 8)
7) twilight <3
8) watching tvb all day long on the couch :D
9) disney/animated movies
10) zombie movies
11) playing mahjong with my fam & cousins :D
12) hanging at the beach , bbq's , and hotpots !
13) meat - chicken , pork, steak, duck, etc
14) seaweed & cheeese
15) green tea ice cream
16) salmon sashimi !
17) computer/video games ( racing , fighting!)
18) sunny warm days
19) holidays - christmas <333
20) lame jokes
21) taking maad pictures
22) bluros3
23) hockey & bball
24) being complimented on
25) helping others
26) a feeling of connection with others
27) being silly and completely yourself around those that you love and trust
28) family & bff's <3 .
29) free things :D
30) car rides
31) converse
32) star gazing
33) getting to know a friend better
34) getting A's in a test , assignment/project , as a grade
35) working hard on something and succeeding
36) making new friends
37) green apple bubble tea
38) scrambled eggs with ketchup
39) poutine
40) reminiscing
41) casual wear
42) cute stuffed animals!
43) hugs
44) laughing until your sides hurt and tears are in your eyes
45) playing cards :)
46) chocolate & candyyyyyy .
47) sleeping in
48) fireworks
49) adorable kids
50) no school !
51) no homework!
52) raymond lam , will smith , adam brody, adam sandler, shia labeouf , chace crawford, jackie chan.
53) saving $
54) shopping
55) music ! <3 including chinese :))
56) mcds and other fast food
57) greek food - spinash pie
58) seafooood
59) pillowss
60) random acts of kindess
61) GMH.com
62) travelling<3
things that i dislike :
1) insects
2) being sick
3) school
4) homework
5) feelings of inferiority
6) my fears
7) rude , heartless people
8) losing your eraser
9) chapped lips
10) sweating
11) procrastination
12) lying
13) mood swings
14) when your drink spills in your bag because you did not tighten the cap tight enough
15) waiting in line to go the washroom
16) feeling stupid and doing bad on a test when you studied
17) when friends leave you out in hangouts and events
18) arrogant people
19) when a creepy stranger starts talking to you
20) waking up in the morning
21) when you have so much in your mind you can't sleep for hours
22) being ditched
23) two or more tests/exams on the same day
24) acne
25) running
26) dodgeball
27) baseball
28) kisses
29) slow walking people
30) being late
31) public speaking
32) clumsiness
33) forgettfulness
34) being distracted so easily
35) being emotional and easily upset
36) matted hair
37) bad hygiene
38) being compared to another person
39) failure
40) when you blank out on a test/exam because you were so nervous & when you don't have enough time to complete it
41) being rushed to eat
42) arguments & fights over stupid things
43) judgmental people
44) wearing dresses/skirts/anything revealing
45) wasting things
46) spending money on really expensive material items
47) alienation
48) having to sit in one of the front rows in the movie theater because it was so packed
49) person sitting behind you in the movie theater kicks your seat
50) people who talk nonstop when you are watching a movie and you are really into it
51) messy room/house
52) cutting onions
53) needles / physical
54) warts
55) heavy textbooks
56) people smoking , taking drugs , drinking & driving
57) telemarketers
58) tailgaters
59) racism , sexism , etc .
60) clingy people
QUOTES:
“If you live to be 100, I hope I live to be 100 minus 1 day, so I never have to live without you.”
Nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new ending. - Maria Robinson
The past can hurt. But the way I see it, you can either run from it, or learn from it.
-The Lion King
I was so happy when you smiled
Your smile breaks through the clouds of grey
Far from the sunny days that lie in sleep
Waiting with patience for the spring
When the flowers will bloom renewed again
Knowing there's more beyond the pain of today
Although the scars of yesterday remain
You can keep on living as much as your heart believes
You can't be born again
All though you can change
Let's stay together always (8)
- Fruitsbasket
A guy and a girl could be just friends but at one point or another one of them will fall for each other...maybe temporary, maybe at the wrong time, maybe too late, or maybe, just maybe...forever <3
The only one who could hold you back is yourself. Reach out for your dreams and just believe (:
When an emotional injury takes place, the body begins a process as natural as the healing of a physical wound. Let the process begin. Trust that nature will do the healing. Know that the pain will pass, and, when it passes, you will be stronger, happier, more sensitive and aware.
- mel cosgrove
Other things may change, but we start and end with fam[ILY] <3 - Anthony Brandt
school's real tough..Gr12 is so stressful. it's hard to not fall back. everyday is a hard-fought battle.. .waking up the morning is a b*tch LOL. so tired these days..eyes hurt so much..and so i crash around 10 and the nxt day i still feel so tired and yawn all day. what is this?! what's wrong with me.. i have more sleep den i ever had before.. T_T. these past few weeks im not home until like.. past 6. and im not even involved with school! LOL. gosh, i knew i would be sooo busy. no time for anything anymore. english is still so awful. getting at least 70 in the course seems so unattainable. i'm trying but i just hate being in that class. hate hamlet. and you know what's so funny? i am so much like hamlet. i am a coward, a procrastinator, and very rational. and the appearance vs reality theme, def applies to my life. im actually doing better in math.. doesn't make any sense at all. but i should be, considering i spend like three times a week in bc. im so confused with my life stills.. and time is runnning out.. gotta start my applications and read 0239850325 uni books. and ohmygosh, when is the strike over ?!?!?!? ): i am still so careless though, it's hard to be confident to get it in one shot. i can only hope. and practise like maaad, which i've done for what, over a year now. but honestly, i gotta tell myself.. safety first..safety first. aargh, im having a headache thinking about all this ..everyday is so repetitive.. my mood is so constant and predictable.. angry all day long lmao. well, except for a few special ones that can make me smile and superhappy simply by their presence. thanks for keeping me sane, guys.
1 To you, what is the most important thing in the world?RANDOM-PUDUM {created by: curvywurvy@xanga}
1 To you, what is the most important thing in the world? family. what can i say, all i have is themm . friends come and go , family is forever . & no matter how much i STRONGLY dislike them sometimes , i culd not live without either one of them and deeep dwn i know i love them to deathhh <3
2 Who's the most attractive black guy you've ever laid eyes on? hmmm. will smith is pretttty attractive ;P
3 How about the most attractive asian guy? raymond lam of course ;P
Hey! u nvr asked the most attractive white guy ;P butt i could not decide : )
4 Do you do anything to help stop global warming? in many ways yeah : \ what else could i do ?
5 If ever you were the world's greatest wrestler, with the great body to boot, what would your wrestler name be? LOL i dunt want to be a wrestler . but itd be lammeee
6 Who is/ has been your worst enemy? How'd you guys ended up that way? ahahahh wilson and dannyche LMAO . they were , but funny how things end up . they're both close friends of mine now and i no longer dislike them ( as much ) anymore LOL :P
7 What is/are the movie/s you've seen that just gave you the goosebumps just because it was a really good film? august rushhhh wus darn inspirational . invasion was suppppper gooood & bloood dimaonddd , i didn't think it is my type of movie and it isn't but it was really good and it touched me emotionally so yeah :P
8 Someone who's really pissed off at you tortures you by leaving you inside a room tied in a chair with a ductape over your mouth and makes you listen to one singer/band you just hate with all your might in the loudest voulme What band or who would that singer be? i dnt hate any band .. but itd prob be some crazy loud metal music
9 What do you think about Simon Cowell? whoooo ? :P
10 Have you ever liked someone but you didn't want to be more than friends with him/her? of course . that's the reason i dnt confess :)
11 Do you have any weird eating habits? yeahh ahah
12 Describe your study habit. Even if you don't go to school anymore still describe your sttudy habit when you were still in school. hahah i have trouble concentrating . at home , school , lib . eventually , if i really sit my ass on the seat for a while and tryyy reallly hard den yeaaah , but it usually dnst last very long : \ my attention span is shooort ): & my studying habitsss , well lets just say i dnt know how to study properly where i can get everything in my head and have it stay there longer den the day after my test/exam :D shooort memory ):
13 Would you date a movie star? Why or why not? hmmmmmmmmmmmm i prob wouldn't . i meannn im the kind of person who would need that person w/. me all the time and i doo have trust issues so for that person being far away and everything : \ not gooood . can't be sure of longdistance relationship and bcus im so privaate and everything , my life would also be under the microscope -_- & id hate thaat .
14 If you were Peter Pan, what would be your happy thought? yay i can fly ?
15 If you were to model and be the spokesperson for any product, brand, label or whatever, what would be it? Why? converrrse :))
16 What do you do about pimples and acne if you have them? i dooooooooo and because products dnt work , i need to take medication . fml
17 Isn't it the cutest when someone just plays with your hand instead of just holding it while they talk to you? uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh play with ur hand??? LOL :\
18 Do you think Manny Pacquiao is the best? who?
19 Did you have a crush who was suddenly bmean to you ever since s/he found out you liked him/her? hmmm no . but i have been mean to ppl before LOLL jus cus i dunt want them to like me : \\ mostly ignore or run away LOL :\
20 Have you ever dated someone you thought who was cool but found out was an actual loser? nopeee
21What's your favorite name of the opposite sex? Would you name your child that? uhmmmm i like nathannnn : ) & probably !
22 What do you think about those girls who blog about their weight more than anything else in this world, that maybe even if the world is ending she still blogs about her weight? aww , i feel bad for themm
23 Do you know how to edit pictures well? If you do, post your greatest work yet. haah noo. dnt know how to use photoshopp or else id photoshop my face hahaha
24 What's the best survey you've ever taken in your short life? Why? LOOOOL that's gay how wuld i know or care to.
25 What would be the loveliest tragedy for you? loveliest tragedy? TRAGEDIES ARE NOT LOVELY .
26 What's the ultimate solution to poverty? money.
27 Is there someone who never fails to make you feel so insecure even if you're just looking at them? If so, who? yessss , lots of ppl actually :\
28 Have you ever met someone with whom you had difficulty having a conversation with just because s/he was taking your breath away? yesyesyes ):
29 Did you know that a girl's period can give her LBM? wtf is a LBM
30 Have you ever had LBM? Complicated, wasn't it? wut.
31 Do you believe in your horoscopes, tarot cards, and stuff like that? sometimess
32 What's the slickest pick-up line that wowed you? the diarheeeea one i dnt rmb
34 What's the cheesiest line you can think of? all are cheesy
35 Do you still look back at the past even though you know you're not supposed to? alll the time : \ sighhhhhhhhhhhhh
36 Is it hard for you to recognize the difference between: they're, their, there? How about were, where, we're? And what about your and you're? Do you find people who don't use these words properly just stupid? i recognize themm , i think :) & no its confusing sometimes .
37 What's your definition of forever? Do you think there's such a thing as forever? dnt knowwww :\ till death pulls us apart ? aiiiie : \
38 Have you ever wished someone luck with a capital F? with a capital F ?L OL
39 Who reminds you of a song you used to love? geeeeeeee.
40 Do you think it's totally stupid if someone tells the person they love that they can't live without that person? they can. they jus dunt want to .
41 Has anyone told you that your butt looks cute? omg ew
42 Do you think butts are cute? LOL NO.
43 Did you know that there is such a thing as "Venustraphobia", the fear of beautiful women? whoooooa aw
43 Does anyone stay in-love by chance or by work? work.
44 What's the best lyric ever sung? sooo many . but i lovee when i see you smile lyrics :)
45 What do you think is the bravest thing you've ever done in your life? i do brave things ? NO WAY .
46 What's the corniest show you've ever seen but nevertheless you thought was hilarious? disney showwws xP jonas HAHA
47 Like Calvin Klein, do you think it's incredibly sexy when woman wears her boyfriend's t-shirt and underwear? wuuuut no
48 Isn't it irritating when you do something good and no one remembers but you just make one itsy bitsy mistake then everyone remembers? courseeeeee
49 Who do you like, Audrey or Katherine Hepburn? whooooo
50 Last question. Will you live your life to the fullest when you turn off your computer and stan LOL, I"LL TRY. but im telling you, im so NEGATIVE D: !
P.A DAY. YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY . YESTERDAY WAS SO JOKES. MY MOM , SISTERS AND I WERE ALL WATCHING LAST ONE STANDING AT THE SAME TIME , BUT AT DIFFERENT EPISODES AND DIFFERENT PLACES AROUND THE HOUSE. I WAS WATCHING IN THE KITCHEN , MY OLDEST SIS IN THE LIVING ROOM , MY OTHER SIS IN MY ROOM AND MY MOM IN HER ROOM ON THE LAPTOP. HAHA, GOD ITS SO GOOOOD ! <3 ROGERKWOK & KEVINCHENG. ANYHOOO , TODAY I WENT TO MISSISAUGA HEARTLAND TOWN CENTRE TO GO SHOPPING EARLY IN THE MORNING WITH MY SISTERS AND I ACTUALLY GOT SMTHING WEN IM SOOO BROKE ><" BUT OH WELPS.. & WE WENT FOR ATHENS AND STARBUCKS AFTERWARDS. IT WAS A FUNN DAY (:
JUNE 05// business project due & presentation :S 07// school carnival (can't rmb the date .. ) 09// business paartay :) 10// LAST DAY OF SCHOOL :) ; business exam 11// Mindy & Kenneth's Convocation @ LOO! Congratz (= ; Swiss Chalet 12// school ; ortho ; bc 13// Happy Birthday Priscilla ! <3 ;pmall ;doctors 15// Happy Father's Day <3 ; dinner out @ Twins 17//math exam :S ;malling ;visit gpa ;dwntown 18// bc 21// Middlefield report card pickup 23// ACCI yearbook pickup ; dim sum =P 28// movies; Wanted with Mindy & Kenneth
JULY 01// Happy Canada Day! WOOOO ! <3 ; pris's (hotpot) ; beach (fireworks) 04// Happy Birthday AnnaL <3 ; Ortho ; buffet 05// L.A ; Hollywood Blvd ; & Happy Birthday Kaylee :D 06// Seaworld 07// Universal Studios 08// Disneyland ; Happy Birthday Che :) 09// San Fran 10// ^ meeting up with julia and friends 11// " 12// Arizona 13// Las Vegas! 14// " ; Happy Birthday Eufel <3 15// " 16// " 17// " 18// Back from Vegas :) ; Dim sum 23// pizzahut w/ m & k ; bc 27// watched the Invasion! SO GOOD >D 28// hotpot @ Pris's again x) 29// bc 30// julia's! :) 31// CNE job fair w/frds
AUGUST 01// dwntown eatons w/frds! 02// driving school day1 05// dschool 06// dschool ; bc 07// dschool ; Happy Birthday Mommy! <3 ; dinner out 08// ortho appointment ; dschool 09// dschool ; Taste of the Danforth w/m, k, & frds (: 13// bc 17// driving lesson w/instructor day1 18// health card apptment ; CNE w/fam, pris & shir 19// pmall 20// dimsum ; mj 22// driving d2 ; movies;darkknight 23// bc ; lib 24// last day of dschool 27// ACCI regis day 31// driving
SEPTEMBER 01// happy birthday david! (: ; driving ; washed car
02// back to school >;( ; shirley's 05// ortho apptment ; eye chekup ; nofrills 06// driving
10// happy birthday lisa! <3
23// happy birthday mindy & willa ! <3
28// happy birthday daddy! <3
TO DO: [ ] get a job T__T ( try to at least . LOLS. & if not , den volunteer again . ) sooooo saaaaaad LOL ! [x] driving school ( its a must since everyone keeps on telling to me learn cus they're tired of driving me around... ) [ ] memory program ( im supposed to have done this two summers ago -_-" ) [/] make family CDS ( ^ ) [[ im working on it ><" ]] [ ] mandarin course [ ] watch doctor cd [/] learn to bus to stc & dwntown ( yiiikes ! i always get lost busing .. >->) [/] get myself a new pair of glasses ! & eye check appointment >-> [x] dye hair again ;D
